JIen 幻想区 M!r@ge ArEa

2011-05-22T18:34:00.004+08:00

昨晚，
被三个傻婆，
给约了出去...

只因为我在面子书上说想被约...
其实也是在关心我啦...
因为他们看我好像有很多心事...

其中一个在到家后跟我说，
我静了很多...
其实我到底静不静，
可能是你们都没发觉到而已吧...

我虽然很爱讲话，
很爱开玩笑，
可是其实我是可以很静的人...
尤其是我心情不好时...
(opps..这样以后你们不就很容易看出我心情怎样了...)

虽然昨晚你们一直想套我说，
但如果不是我想说，
你们是不会成功的...
所以昨晚你们还是什么也不知道...
但无论如何，
还是很谢谢你们肯约我出来，
肯陪陪我...
谢谢啦....

2011-05-12T23:49:00.001+08:00

yoyo....

i bought tis blue cup today....

its my 1st time to buy such thing...

i bought it juz bcoz its blue,

my favorite colour...

haha...

2011-05-07T21:23:00.002+08:00

躲在黑暗里...
摘下带着的面具,
想笑就笑，
想哭就哭...
让自己的心就赤裸裸的发泄吧....

三月，四月

2011-04-24T16:55:00.003+08:00

三月，四月，
其实发生满多事的...
但都很懒的，
不来更新一下....
但也算了，
也没很多人来看的吧....

决定了去修读精算，
但有点怕会跟不上...
我想，
跟不上到时也要死上了吧....

第一次出席同事的喜筵，
只有二姐跟我...
是没爸妈一起出席的哦....
玩得有点疯的一晚...

昨天第一次跟同事们出去逛街....
其实是去吃饭跟打保龄球....
很好笑也很好玩...
打保龄球是指甲崩了....
但还是很开心...

第一次在同事们面前发脾气....
但错不在他们，
是我自己的问题，
外加心情不好....

第一次emo到没胃口...
一碟小的云吞面，
只吃了几口就吃不下了,
而且还是几次....
结果我的体重好像有点下降了....

希望之后的日子里，
我会是很开心的过啦....
虽然现在心情没问题了，
但胃口好像还是有点没好转....

又是四季

2011-04-24T15:20:00.012+08:00

如果春天是相恋的季节，
让我给你15分钟的热吻，
溶解你心中的寒冷...

如果夏天是热恋的季节，
让我给你热情的拥抱，
把你的不安融化掉...

如果秋天是牵手的季节，
就让我们手牵着手，
一起漫步在落叶纷飞如花絮的睡梦里...

如果冬天是相拥的季节，
让我们相偎相依，
永不分离.....

很久没写华语的文了...
但这也不是我写的，
是之前在面子书上抄下的...
因为觉得比我之前写得还好上很多，
所以就在这分享一下.....

phew~~~~

2011-03-07T01:12:00.002+08:00

at last,
i had finish blogging..
for the passed month...

i used to blog my stuff,
after a few days,
few weeks,
o even a month...

but its quite hard for me sometimes,
especially when i having short memory...
sometimes i stil can rmb the moments,
but sometimes i cant...

erm..
the last week is quite busy...
im so tired n lack of sleep...
everyday work until 'fishing'....
n my stuff(work stuff) is not done yet,
stil got 2 stack to go...

mayb coz of the tiredness,
now abit short memories....
haha....

but not going to sleep early,
coz tml i having a leave...
haha...

chee hang's open hse

2011-03-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

went to chee hang's open hse ytd...
he moved into a bigger, larger hse,
which is detached hse...
reli sibeh rich....

i left my home at 7+pm,
n reach thr bout 8pm i think...
its not far,
but hav to meet the others who duno the place...

then v hav our meal thr,
n chit chat..
then hav a look over his hse...
stay inside his room n hav games..
making fun of each others...

the time goes like flying,
juz awhile then its 1am...
so v decided to left...

but v stil procrastinate bout haf an hour..
coz v discussing bout the next gathering...
its overnite at nan jun hse....

but i hav forgotten bout something...
the day v decided to overnite,
i hav to attend a wedding dinner...
omg...
its clash....
so how?
i hav no idea...
haha...

quarrel day

2011-02-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

reached home after work..
after my dinner,
hav quarrel wif sis...

im wondering,
y izit she will think tat,
she help me to do sumthing,
then i shud,
o even i muz help back her to do sumthing...

its actuali juz bout washing the dishes...

but i duno,

she is like everytime oso telling tat,

she dun wan to wash the dishes...

nowdays,
the dishes washing rules had change...
who hav their dinner last,
who wash all the left over dishes...

the sentence' i dun wan to wash' is juz so damn irritating me...
i duno y...
n she damn likes to make hersef innocent...
'u all juz dun like me' la,
'juz hate me' la...
all bullshit...

if so,
v juz leave u alone la...
then u better dun come back to tis 'so hate you' home...

then say wat,
'if i not treat u all gud, i wont buy things for u all to eat'..
then izit means tat,
u buy all the things,
hav a hidden aim behind?

i wondering,
izit she duno the quote tat says,
'help ppl without hoping any rewards'?

decided's day

2011-02-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

today after my overtime work til bout 2pm+,
i went to UCSI's open day...

i went thr to check the details bout my future course,
ACTUARIAL SCIENCE...
but actuali i juz went thr n ask some question which i rmb...
others important question like loan, n other things,
i all had them forgotten...

but at least,
i hav decided tat my degree will b at UCSI...

coz of im tired of the days when i travel daily,
from home to tarc,
n tarc to home...
it make me feel tired n exhausted...

n actuali,
the expenses for me to travel n eat if i study at UTAR,
can substitute the difference in fees between 2 universities...

further its time consuming...

if i study near,

i can even find a part time job,

to earn some pocket moneys....

but i stil scare i cant speak my english fluently la....

coz USCI will b a english communicate uni i think...

year start lunch (kai gong jiu)

2011-02-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

even the cny had ends,
but stil v hav our year start lunch(kai gong jiu) today when lunch...
v eat at a dai pai dong at taman counaugh...

3 kam mou serving the chinese tea...

[ps:when can v start to eat ya?]

they look like craving for food...
but they actuali juz day dreaming tat time o listening to other ppl...

here's the dishes....

v got jiao pai dou fu, jiong zheng pou yu, sei dai tin wong,
zheng dan, asam yu, zha kei, n qing chao you mak...

those food residue....

all the dishes had finish,
but the fried chicken stil left 3 pieces...
so,
v 3boys hav to eat it lor...

the oni 3 boys under my boss, hav to finish off the fried chicken....

valentine's day

2011-02-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

today is valentine's day..
n i stil hav to work over time at office,
since all had left...

i hav been single for 20yrs...
omg...
haha..

but its nvm...
juz let it b...
when its time,
i will not b single anymore...
haha...

5th day of cny

2011-02-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

ytd juz cum back from ipoh...
its was so damn jam all the way back to kl...
v almost used up to 5hrs,
instead of 2 n a haf hrs for normal day...
but of coz,
i stil slept deadly in the car la...
haha..

today going to hav a steamboat session wif my perimbunian gang,
altot not many can attend...
the venue is,
nan jun's hse....

b4 start.. (thr is a cute spiderman balloon)

the food they bought

after finish the meal, photo session???

after meal, lets play some games... dun misunderstand,

v din gamble, juz mahjong.... 'fatt arrrrhhhh!!!'

tml is chun kit's birthday ya...

its his cake....

formal type gang's photo..

informal gang's photo... they r throwing the cake......

day 2 n day3 (earli morning) of cny

2011-02-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

went to bai nian wif my mum's uncle....
make fun of my elder cousin bro who not yet marry...
but 26year old,
i think is stil young la...
haha..

on the way back to grandma hse,
v cant stand the hotness of the weather,
so,
v stop at a grocery store to buy ice cream...
its so damn nice to hav ice cream when it is hot like mad...

at nite,
v hav another yam cha session...

n then v hav 2nd round...
at 1st v wan to go clubbing..
but ended up,
bcum drink coffee at old town...

v rotting thr til bout 4+am oni back to cousin hse for rest...
its juz a tired, exhausted day for us i think,
coz all is almost haf dead coz sleepy til the max...

1st day of cny

2011-02-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

today is the 1st day of cny,

so-called nian chu 1...

wake up earli to go a vegetarian restaurant to hav our brunch...

making funs among the cousins....

then went to a temple...

at ipoh,

thr many temples were inside the cave...

after the cave,

v went to a show hse,

the hse quite nice,

but the place is so deep inside...

its so damn expensive...

then back to grandma hse,

continue to rot....

at nite,

v meet the cousin who i said will b leaving,

n v had some cousins-talk..

then v decide to go out for yam cha session...

cousins gang

my leaving soon cousin..

cute gal cousin sis wif me..

another cute cute cousin sis....

reunion day..

2011-02-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

today is 30rd day,
its the last day for the tiger year...

wake up earli to prepare back to ipoh...
all the way thr is without any trafic jam...
coz of many ppl went back few days b4....

reach ipoh bout 10.30am,
eat breakfast at the old place as usual v went back to ipoh...
then go to grandma hse...

mum brought many old angpau,
to do some decorations in grandma hse..
so i was helping to hang those thingy....

tis year our reunion dinner will b having steamboat,
at my aunty hse...
so those aunties went to my aunty hse for preparations...
n v those kids stay at grandma hse do nothing beside sleep n watch tv...

bout 7sumthing,
went to aunty hse to start the reunion dinner...
heard tat 1 of the counsin bro going to leave msia soon...
go to australia for work...

erm..
i was wondering tat,
1 18 years old boy can work as wat at thr..

i heard tat his mum use let him to study thr as a excuse,
but the truth is want him to work thr....
so i think he is using the student identity to work at thr...
if so,
a student can oni work bout 20+hrs a week thr...
which can earn any money oso...

i heard tat his mum din even discuss with him,
straight away finish up all those preparation n procedures...
so i think tat its forcing him to go thr...

i think tat,
he is too young to b go outside country for working...
i think tat,
he shud refuse to go thr if he is reli dun like it..
i tot of many things,
but i juz cant do anything for him...

its his mum decision,
n its his choice...
whoever oso do not posses the right to ask them to change their decision...
n even is my grandma who aledi used up to 10+ years to take care of him n his sis,
after his mum left them n went to foreign country for work...

as a elder,
they will think tat those youngster shud hav their own way,
to succeed in their future...
so they wont stop them from taking any challenges tat will bring them to the hightest place....
even they dun hope them to leave,
but they stil will hide their sadness,
hug them with tears n let them go...

erm...
back to the main title...
v finish at bout 9 o 10...
then tidy up all those steamboat stuff...
start to go to my cousin bro hse n prepare for sleep....

year end dinner (finish-work dinner??)

2011-01-27T23:32:00.001+08:00

today,
we work as usual,
9am til 6pm....

but at nite,
v gonna hav our year end dinner..
actuali shud call shou gong jiu....
haha...

v went to sri petaling thr at 6.30pm...
sit thr n waiting for the others to come..
then bout 7pm,
v start our meal...

the 1st meal being served is lou sang..
haha...

tis is be4 start....

gonna take some be4's photo... (table1)

(table2)

n u noe tat after lou,
mean mix up all the ingredients...
the lou sang becum like tis...

tis is wat my group's lou sang looked like after mixed...

tis is table2's.... tidy n neat...

according to 1 of my colleague who sit wif us,
she juz heard 'arr... arr... arr....' from our table...
but v cant clearly point out tat who did these...
haha...

after finish the meal,
v all sat thr n chit chatting..
making fun of each other....
lots of laugher v made thr...
n take photo there....
haha...

tis is Ricky, who not same division wif me but same boss...

tis is inventory management division + 1 sesak jalan de ccpu

n tis is my division, supplier services....

then its gonna late,

n v bill....

its rm550+ for 2 tables...
erm..
i think quite worth la..
9meal for each table wor...

on the way back,
v 1 car 5ppl continue to make funs...
laugh until stomachache...
even the driver oso cant focus to drive...
haha...

DOOM day???

2011-01-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

today my A level's result is coming out..
woah...
i wake up n prepare to work,
n purposely take my bath faster,
set my hair faster,
so tat i stil got time to sit in front of the computer...

after i sign in the account,
its stated tat it stil not yet released...
its quite nervous tat time...

at last,
i cant manage to check my result in the half hour tat i purposely made...
im considering whether wan to check at office anot..
but at last i refuse to do so...
coz i think my result is not gud enuf to show in publics....
i mean to those who im not reli wan to show to....

after work n reach home,
i still procrastinate to check it...
i went out to spect shop to make my new spect,
n went to Giant wif my mum n sis,
then oni i check it...

so my result is,
bio- D
chem- C
phy-D
math- A

erm..
actuali its is wat im expected la..
not too gud n i think not too bad..
at least for me la..
coz i mysef oso not reli pay fully heart on tis exam...
hehe... XD
so i din feel any upset o wat...
juz normal feeling,
o shud say,
im hapi coz im not failing any subj?

now,
another problem to consider off,
choose ucsi o utar,
for my further study...

usci,
is near,
expensive bout 10k compare to utar,
no nid muet (heard so)....

utar,
is far,
expenses for 3 years not include fees bout 15k...
convenient when taking muet....

so,
wats my decision??????

my birthday part3

2011-01-23T23:06:00.001+08:00

today wake up so earli n prepare to hang out wif

woonchin, cheewei, chiephui, chongchi & laikuan...

as u c,

its 5gals n juz me 1 boy...

as woonchin said,

im used to it...

haha..

v went to T Bowl @ Sungai Wang,

to hav our brunch...

mine is chicken chop rice

tis is wat cheewei order--shit ice-cream

finish the food n our short chit chat session,

its time to start our shopping session....

they say,

start from sg wang is coz of thr's many guy's shirt shops...

so they ask me to buy my jean 1st...

after finish walk in sg wang,

v went to times square to continue...

i brought my fake spect here,

planning to take to those spect shop to make a new spect....

n v r reli old d,

laz time can walk whole day without any complain bout tired,

n now v all start to say 'veli tired' all stuff...

so v walk all over ts to look for a restaurant o cafe to hav a sit n high tea...

of coz,

v continue to chit chat thr n making fun of each other...

my soon-new spect wif me in Kim Gary

after tat,

its gonna the home returning time,

its aledi late...

when v heading to the bus stop,

v snap a photo in front of F.O.S's big mirror..

its quite embarassing,

but v r perimbunian,

wat else v cant do in the publics?

wakaka...

cheewei,woonchin,laikuan,chongchi,chiephui & me

my birthday part2

2011-01-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

today is my birthday...

earli morning wake up n prepare to go for work...

nid lots of $$ recently...

due to my too overflow-out of $$...

after work,

which is aledi 1pm,

me n my sis n cousin sis prepare to go to 1 of my colleageu's hse,

for my hair dying session...

tis is my 1st time for dying my hair,

which make me quite excited i think...

hehe...

the colour tat i choose is....

erm.....

i hav forgotten..

but i could like to call it--brown gold...

n tis is the result....

hehe...

after my hair dying session,

i hav to rush to another place,

for my party..

actuali shudn't say it as party la...

coz not purposely make it as party de...

hehe..

think so...

they celebrate for 3 of us,

me, weilin & chongchi birthday 1 shot...

v r the january siblings...

haha...

erm..

its juz a small small gathering...

v chit chat thr,

photo snapping,

n the main purpose,

to discuss bout the trip,

our perimbunian's trip....

me,weilin,yeemun,chongchi & nan jun

winjau, hanzhen & me

v r 3 january siblings...

after bill-ed,

v went to a playground/basketball court which is near to the shop slot,

suppose i knew tat they r planning for sumthing,

to make fool of us by spraying sumthg to us...

but i juz let them do it ...

& as a result,

my back was full wif those foam...

nanjun,suetyin,yeemun,chongchi,weilin,me,kevin&winjau
hanzhen become the photographer here....

after tat,

hanzhen invite us to go his hse,

miinhan n chunkit will b thr oso...

so v went thr sit for awhile n continue to chit chat......

my birthday part1

2011-01-21T21:56:00.002+08:00

today my colleagues help me to celebrate my birthday...
altot its 1day earlier...
but its juz a heart...
erm..
1 of my colleague was born same day as mine,
but he is not same age of coz..

erm...
tis is the 1st time for my birthday to b celebrated wif them,
but mayb its oso the last time...
so its juz another memory in life....

OMG!!

2011-01-20T15:23:00.002+08:00

omg..
its ady 20th of the jan in 2011...
so faz 2011 ady passed haf month..
n my birthday is juz 2days lata..
(dun mind it, im not want to remind u...

it had been almost 1month

2010-12-30T00:22:00.003+08:00

its had been almost 1month,
i had work...

had bbq with colleagues,
had christmas+year end lunch ,
had christmas party with relatives...

all done in tis 1 month...
n so,
i used up lots of money tis month...
haiz...

actuali reli quite feeling vexed,
with the working environment n sumtimes with the colleagues...
the oni thing i can conclude for now is tat,
i not reli hapi...
haiz..
but wat to do,
it stil hav to go on...

drama rush

2010-12-19T15:39:00.008+08:00

sometimes i think tat,
i m not reli happy,
bout my working place....
coz of lot of troublesome thingy...

but somehow,
i juz need to endure for 5months...
so i juz let it be...

recently busy wif watching korean drama...
1 is " he's beautiful ",
which had finish n now the 8tv is broadcasting...
another 1 is " my girlfriend is a gumiho "....

原来是美男啊(He's Beautiful)

我的女友是九尾狐(My Girlfriend is a Gumiho)

its so nice to watch...

n the theme song is nice to listen too...

being addicted to it d...

now notice i stil got many nice korean drama not yet watch....

hehe...

Working....

2010-12-12T16:54:00.002+08:00

i hav start to work since 1st of dec...
til now its almost,
i mean almost,
haft a month...

actuali it juz like back to the days before A-level...
coz i juz return to tat company,
and work for temporary...

but thr's lot of changes,
i think...
many of the people i used to know,
had left the company,
i mean those ppl i close with la..

actuali i juz hope tat i wont pulling people's leg...
coz last time i left,
my colleagues said tat i did lots of wrong things...

tis time,
know lot of new people...
i got good care from them,
but it make me feel like im abit childish...
these will make me back to a childish me,
which i dun wish to...

but i juz cant do anything...
juz can hope tat,
after tis 5months of duration,
i still can back to me,
the me i used to be....

actuali i dun know why the reason i wan to be mature,
but juz think tat i hav to be....

Penang-Ipoh Trip

2010-12-12T16:08:00.004+08:00

it already so long after the A-level end-trip...

i wanted to blog bout it,

but maybe i was too busy wif other things, perhaps...

v went to ipoh for overnite,

v ate nga choi gai thr...

altot im aka ipoh people,

but it was the 1st time i ate it,

i mean with impression...

2nd day,

eat dim sum as breakfast,

then depart to penang...
in the journey,

v keep on making fun of keng hong...

3rd day,

went to gek lok sek...

then to the beach at evening time...

4th day,

after bought the sourvenirs,

then depart back to ipoh...

on the way to ipoh,

v ate some seafood...

reach ipoh,

and had our last dinner together...

kip on saying its a wedding dinner....

then back to KL in the midnite....

altot the trip was short,

but it already provide us lots of memories...

v hav fun together,

v crazy together,

v eat together,

v.......

an end of another chapter in my life

2010-11-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

finally, my A2 exam is finish...
i think i had pay my fully effort on it,
althought maybe others will think im not reli work hard for it...

erm....
since A2 is ended,
mean my A-level course will end oso...
i used to tell my fren tat not to be sad of our soon seperation,
but can i do it?
i think i can,
with 50% of my confidence...
haha...

actuali i truely think tat v stil can meet each other,
coz i think all of us will be study in KL area...
juz maybe a few will be leaving to other countries...
so,
v stil can gather up to meet each other...

so those who going to the trip,
lets have fun n make lots of gud momeries tat enuf for us to reminisce....

黑暗

2010-11-14T02:07:00.000+08:00

每个人心里总有不同的黑暗

友情

2010-11-07T02:10:00.000+08:00

不是不愿相信友情的力量，
只是当你受过伤害，
你就会觉得害怕，
害怕那个结痂了的伤口，
会突然再次裂开,
流血不止...

忽冷忽热的对待，
不是因为不重视，
只是还站在,
跃跃欲试与胆小懦弱的矛盾上.....

不应该承认哭过

2010-11-07T02:03:00.000+08:00

不应该承认哭过，
不然我不会像现在一样想哭...

不应该承认哭过，
那我就不会觉得自己如此的懦弱....

不应该承认哭过，
或许我就还会是以前乐观的我...

不应该承认哭过，
就不会觉得一个人好像很无助...

不应该承认哭过.......

习惯

2010-11-07T01:53:00.002+08:00

习惯了，这个时间上网的夜，
习惯了，三根半夜还在网上盲无目的地游荡的我，
习惯了，众人皆睡我独醒的感觉，
习惯了，明明很累，却不想睡的做法...

不知道为什么，
渐渐地有了这样的习惯...
可能就是，
习惯了一个人，
品尝寂寞，孤单，
所衍生出来的坏习惯......

2010-10-27T04:09:00.003+08:00

‘一个人只有一个心脏，
却有两个心房...
一个住着快乐，
一个拄着悲伤....
不要笑得太大声，
不然会吵醒旁边的悲伤......'

这是最近在面子书上，
偶然看到的...
不知为什么，
就被这句话给吸引....

之前有几天，
不知为什么，
就是提不起劲...
只想躺在床上，
不管是睡得着，
还是睡不着,
就是不想动.....
就是很‘闲’的感觉....

之后就有一天，
生病了...
虽然不是什么大病啦，
只是小发烧，
可是后来觉得，
很可能是我几天的'闲'下来，
所导致的....

看穿

2010-10-08T03:25:00.003+08:00

刚才朋友写了句，
''你喜欢看穿人还是被人看穿？'',
在面子书上...

我以''看穿所有人，被特定的人看穿''，
回答了这个问题...

其实我想，
每个人都是酱想的吧...

看穿别人到底在想什么，
明白别人当下的想法，
去避免碰壁..

但又往往不想被别人看穿，
只想让特定的某人，
给看穿或了解...

然后，
他说，
''但是会发现知道太多反而害怕''，
这，
我也认同啦...

人心险恶，
当你知道了一些不该知道的事，
心里也就会害怕，
或是不想去面对....

或许，
当你有了看穿别人的能力时，
也应该随身带着过滤网...

把想看的，
想知道的，
看在眼里，
记在心里...

把不想看的，
不想知道的，
统统都过滤掉吧...

可能这样，
我们才不会害怕，
当一切都那么赤裸裸的时候.....

毕业

2010-10-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

毕业，

只是人生里的某个小沟...

从幼儿园到小学,

从小学到中学,

从中学到大学,

从大学到工作;

我们大概都会有五至六个毕业....

或许会有些伤感,

或许会有些不舍...

但我们应该开心,

替大家感到开心,

因为大家又向着各自的梦想,

想要的未来,

踏出了有意义的一步......

Jian Quan's BBQ farewell party

2010-09-26T01:43:00.001+08:00

today wake up in the early morning,
bout 8.30am...
felt veli lazy n sleepy,
hope not to wake up so early....
yet,
i went to get mysef ready(but din take shower la, hehe...)...
coz lata bout 9am,
hav to go out but stuff for the bbq party tonite,
wif suet yin n qii...

v went to 1 supplier shop n econsave...
u noe wat?
at econsave,
when v wan to pay $$,
v oni realise tat v don got the enuf $$....
its reali damn fish(embarrassed) tat time...

i looked for the atm machine in the econsave,
but there hav to any atm...
so,
suet yin fetch me to the petrol station in tat area to withdraw $$...
and left qii at there face the casher..
damn bad...
haha..
my 1st experience,
of buy things din got enuf $$..
haha..

11.30am reached home,
i took some rest,
felt damn damn damn sleepy...
but i can get into deepest sleep,
duno for wat reason....

then 4pm,
v went to carrefour,
for buying the food needed somemore,
my favourite--ham,
and some pork slices..

the sky was cover wif a mantle of dark clouds,
when v get out of the carrefour,
its already drizzling...

then v when to the grocery store around Jian Quan's hse,
to buy charcoal n ice in & 7-11 shop...

v cant find the lantern's candles..
so v called ken nie to buy it..
n wat suet yin said to her in the call is,
'dun come if u cant find it',
of coz,
its juz a joke...
haha..

bout 8pm,
v oni start the party...
all start coming one after another...
some chit-chatting,
some waiting,
some bbq-ing,
some sticking in the meat,
some taking photo,
some..........

when finish eatting,
some of us were start to do something wif the candles....
they decided to make JQ as Jian Quan's name,
in a love shape...
then light it up...
its really damn damn nice....

and u noe wat?
v took 10++cans of carlsberg to splash jq..
dun u think its crazy?
v use beer to splash,
10+cans is cost bout rm60+..
yet,
v did it..
haha..
finally,
he got wet....
haha..

after tat,
v continue to chit-chat..
some in the kitchen of the hse,
while some at the place v bbq(the lane)...

v stay until bout 12am,
then helped to cleans up...
then oni v left....

erm...
its such a happy moment v got...
v din try to splash ppl wif beers,
v din try play the lantern's candle together b4....

n now,
while im blogging n see-ing the photos,
i still feel the sound of laughing n chit-chatting,
is around me...

Jian Quan, we will miss you..

And you should do the same to us....

din sleep!!

2010-09-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

erm... my cousin decided and prepared to go to singapore to work..
and his birthday is coming soon..
so v ( cousins n my sisters n me ) decided to buy a birthday/farewell gift for him...

my sis bought a wallet from seed...
then v decided to make a card for him...
a DIY card....

at 1st, my sis oso lend me a hand to do the card...
but since she nid to work in the morning,
so she went to sleep bout 2am o 3am sumthing...

then i continue to work on it...
until bout 4am something,
the card part is done...
now goes the envelope...

until 5am something,
i oso done with the envelope d...
then take some photo of it..

after finish all tis,
its bout 6am...
and i hav a date of breakfast with my cousins bout 8am...
so i think i shud juz take a small rest...

7.45am i finished to prepare mysef...
n waiting,waiting, keep on waiting...
at last he cum to fetch me at 9am sumthing...
wat the.......

so tats was my so called mission....

i mean,

make the card,

hav breakfast,

n give the gift......

erm..

i hope he will like it,

n hope he success in his work la.............

原本的自己

2010-09-24T05:16:00.001+08:00

在纸醉金迷的城市里，
有人感到迷惘，
有人选择逃避，
有人急着改变原来的自己...

可是，结果呢？

迷惘之后，
会是成功，
还是失败？

逃避之后，
是要跳崖，
还是反扑？

改变之后，
会是天使，
还是人人惧怕的撒旦呢？

或许，
在做回原本的自己，
会比较好一些....

四季·恋情

2010-09-01T18:07:00.005+08:00

春天，就像是一段情的开始；

恋情就如刚绽放光芒的花朵，
飘来阵阵花香，
一切都那么美好...

夏天，就像是一段情的高潮；

恋情就像那照耀在天空的太阳，
炎热又热情的宝石，
所有都不足以比较.....

秋天，就像是一段情的低潮；

恋情就如枯黄的树叶，
随着吹来的微风，
徐徐的飘落....

冬天，就像是一段情的结局；

恋情就像被白雪覆盖着的大地，
灰白的一片,
所有都必须从零开始，
伴随着，
一点点孤单，凄凉的感觉.....

安全感？？？

2010-08-29T17:32:00.001+08:00

小时候，
有时会在回家的路程上，
会因为太累，
就这样在车上睡着....

当到家了，
可能我已经醒了，
但是仍睡眼迷朦；
可能还在睡梦中，
根本没什么意识....

爸爸或妈妈，
都会从车子里把我轻轻地抱起，
然后进到屋内，
再把我轻轻地放在床上，
好让我继续睡我的大头觉....

我知道睡醒了，
还要父母抱，
好像不是很好,
可是还小嘛,
当然会撒下娇的...

况且，
那时候的我，
应该是喜欢那种，
被疼惜的感觉吧...

还有就是，
躺在父母，
比我当时的头，
还要大的肩膀，
所带来的安全感吧...

有一种距离

2010-08-04T22:01:00.004+08:00

[转载]

有一种距离，我们渴望抵达，
那就是爱与爱的距离；
有一种距离，我们渴望出发，
那就是梦与梦的距离；
有一种距离，我们渴望拉长，
那就是生与死的距离；
有一种距离，我们渴望缩短，
那就是我与你的距离...

Star

2010-08-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

there will be one star,
which is the brightest,
shines upon you in the night,
showing you the right way to home...

no matter where it moved,
due to the rotation,
and the orbital revolution of the mother earth,
but it is still there to accompany you....

if you have some secrets,
tat you do not want others to know,
you can share it to the star,
because it is the best keeper of your secrets...

when there is a rolling star across the night sky,
please make a wish,
because it is a chance given by the star,

bringing hope to your side...

there were infinite number of stars,

upon the mantle of darkness..
and the brightest ones,
is another form of existence,
from your dearest,
the lost one....

my deepest condelences

2010-08-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

last wednesday,
when i was having my phy lecture,
i had receive another bad news...
1 of my fren had lost her dearest daddy....
its aledy the 2nd time i heard of tis kind of bad news...

on tat moment of time,
i was thinking,
'is tis true?
plz la,
dun make a joke wif me,
its definitely not a gud point to b a joke...',
but i knew it,
its a truth,
not even a joke...

tat nite,
i felt worried bout my fren,
whether she can stand stil to face tis anot...
coz it was juz hard to accept it was a truth...

thursday morning,
i m kinda emo...
mayb i stil smile o making joke as usual,
but stil its juz emo in the heart...

at nite,
i attended the funeral....
i saw tat she was juz ok....
i tink she accepted the truth...
juz stil permeated in the sadness...

thr was nothing else i can say to her....
the only thg tat i can do is support her,
wif all our frens...
all of us r worried bout her,
hope tat she can pass through it...

突然在想

2010-07-27T02:22:00.000+08:00

突然在想，
喜欢喝酸梅柠檬，
是想以酸梅柠檬的酸，
来忘却身心的疲惫吗？

突然在想，
喜欢喝咖啡，
是想以咖啡的苦，
来压下心里的苦吗？

突然在想，
喜欢喝巧克力，
是想以巧克力的甜，
来制造甜蜜的假象吗？

突然在想，
是否，
喜欢喝的饮料，
都是在掩饰着，
某些感觉吗？

钟无艳

2010-07-08T23:33:00.001+08:00

很抱歉，
我并不是钟无艳，
所以别跟我来套，
'有时钟无艳，无时夏迎春'...

有事就会来找我，
可是我要你帮点小忙，
就只会像被烫到一样推走...

把责任套在我身上，
我也可以用'责任'，
这二字回赠给你---
'我并没有责任帮你任何的忙,
你自生自灭去吧!!!'.......

犹豫的那一步

2010-06-27T21:13:00.003+08:00

有时候，
当你站在一个分岔口时，
一个是你平时会毫不犹豫就做的选择，
一个是可能你平时是不会这么做的想法，
在这时突然地冒起....
可能是违背良心的,
可能是无伤大雅的,
可是却还是犹豫着做不出选择...

其实,
或许,
这时侯,
你的答案已经做好了...
只是你不敢踏出那一步，
怕那一步是错的，
怕那一步带来的后果....

情

2010-06-18T16:57:00.002+08:00

情，
没有所谓的永远...

所有的海誓山盟，
只不过是场过云雨...

再好的关系，
始终会有决裂的一天...

世间所有的情，
有时，
就是如此的讽刺...　

一棵开花的树

2010-06-14T16:53:00.004+08:00

如何让你遇见我
在我最美丽的时刻

为这
我已在佛前求了五百年
求佛让我们结一段尘缘
佛於是把我化做一棵树
长在你必经的路旁

阳光下
慎重地开满了花
朵朵都是我前世的盼望

当你走近
请你细听
那颤抖的叶
是我等待的热情

而当你终於无视地走过
在你身后落了一地的
朋友啊
那不是花瓣
那是我凋零的心

朗诵原文：
她是个美丽聪明的女子，冰雪聪明，艳惊四座，加上良好的家世，提亲的人来了又走走了又来，只是没有一个她喜欢的。但是她知道必然有一个人在等她。于千千万万的人海中，于千千万万的光阴中，于是她等，一直在等。终于有一天，她和丫鬟去春游，在来来往往的人群中，她看见一个白衫的少年在柳树下站着，只是那一眼，女孩心中的等待如坚冰融化。是的，就是他。然而，出于女孩子的羞涩，她没有走上前去，但是她知道，这个少年，就是她苦苦等待的那个人，她想，回到家，她就让父亲去寻找这个少年。于是女孩和少年就那样擦肩而过。她再也没有找到他，那个白衫少年，就像蒸发了一样，再也没有出现过。

女孩找啊找，等啊等，身边所有的女孩子全出嫁了，她还在等，一边等一边向佛祖乞求，希望再见到那个男人，哪怕只是看他一眼，哪怕只是短暂的一瞬。女孩想，也许，爱情有时只是烟花一场，短暂一瞬而已。

她终于感动了佛祖。佛祖说，你想再看那个少年一眼吗？她点头，是的，是的，不惜任何代价!佛祖笑了，好吧，我成全你，你必须放弃现在的一切，你的家庭，你的青春，你的美貌，你所有的幸福…女孩毫不犹豫地答应了。这些还不够，佛祖继续笑着说，你还得变成一棵树，你还要等上五百年。女孩子犹豫了一瞬也点头答应了。

一刹那，女孩子真的变成了一棵树，在风雨中站立，等啊等，一百年，二百年……四百九十九年过去了，女孩子几乎要失去耐心了，最后一年，她努力地让树长得茂盛些，开出一朵又一朵花，朵朵都是她五百年的等待和盼望，朵朵都有她五百年的叹息，她颤抖着，等待着，相信佛祖不会骗她。

五百年的最后一天。人们又出来春游，来来往往的人群中，她突然看到了那个白衫的少年。她的眼泪一下就掉了下来，那朵朵鲜花纷纷飘散，人们惊奇地说，快来看，为什么这棵树的花一下子就掉光了？那个少年走过来，只望了一眼就转头离去，他不知道，那一地落叶，是她五百年的泪。

一棵开花的树，就那么死了。

佛祖问，你后悔了吗？五百年就看了他一眼？女孩子摇摇头，不后悔，我还想再看到他。佛祖笑了，我能让你再看到他，至于你们能不能相爱，看你的造化!

于是女孩还回了人形，只不过这次变成一个又老又丑的老太婆，当她再遇上他时，她的心狂跳不已，这个她等了五百年的人就在眼前，她走上前去，说，你还认识我吗？那个少年说，我怎么会认识你？女孩说，你怎能不认识我，我等了你五百年。少年不再理她，转身走了，她的声音那么苍老可怕。她追赶他，少年说，疯婆子，神经病。她停了下来，泪水奔流而下。这就是她要找的爱情吗？

佛祖说，你吃了这么多苦，不后悔吗？她还是摇头，那个少年，是一生的爱和痴，她说，我想摸一下他，哪怕只是一下。佛祖这次的条件更苛刻了，要她变成一块石头，再等上五百年。

于是她变成了石头，被扔在荒郊野外，四百多年风吹日晒，从来没有人知道这里有一块石头，那么难看的一块石头。四百多年过去了，她觉得自己快崩溃了，就在最后一年，一个采石队来了，他们发现了她。一个学者模样的人惊叹道：天啊，真是一块美石! 经过鉴定，专家说她是一块玉石，于是，她被做成了很多玉石戒指，有一天，一个女孩买走了她的心，并把她送给了一个男人，那个男人，居然就是她等了五百年的少年。

她被那个男人戴上手指的那一刻，她知道所有的等待都是值得的，没有人比她更明白爱的含义，千年一回的等待。他要结婚了，跟给他买戒指的女孩。佛祖说，你伤心吗？她说，不。这时佛祖轻轻地叹了口气说，下一个轮回，你将重新作一个女孩，你将遇到一个男孩儿，那个男孩儿，也等了你一千年，祝福你们。

路人甲

2010-06-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

有时候，
你把一个人，
看得很重要，
但那个人，
却从来都没把你放在心里，
你只不过是个，
总黏在他身边的，
路人甲...

当你知道时，
可能你已做好心理准备，
可是，
心里还是会，
隐隐的痛着...

Jogoya dinner & 15hours of sleep

2010-06-11T23:33:00.001+08:00

yesterday is the last day for my As exam...
after the exam,
v hav our buffet dinner at jogoya...
erm..
its start on 5pm but v get in on 6pm...
then start to take all those foodsssss........

v had a fun time thr...
laughing, eating, photo-taking, chit-chatting......
some of us had some red & white wine.....
so v r like taking some free alcohol like tat...
keep on go to the counter & ask for wine...
haha..

after went back to home,
its ady about 11pm...
i was asleep on 3.45am,
& wake up on6.30pm...
ITS BOUT 15HOURS OF SLEEP...

coz of when exam time,
i had used to sleep on 4am++ o even din sleep for the whole night..
even the break for 9days between 2papers i oso like tat..
so now its the time for me to replace back my sleep...
hahaa....

歌词

2010-06-03T16:41:00.003+08:00

罗志祥-爱不单行

‘找不到人说，心里的寂寞，
找不到人懂，怕黑的折磨...’

丁当-你为什么说谎

‘你不能说我没有爱过说我没等过难过
我也想说也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪怎么就流下来’

丁当-亲人

‘不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人
把手借我一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微小的英雄’

丁当-我爱他

‘我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐’

‘逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
给怎么去爱’

品冠-我以为

‘你总说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容就能够解脱
我以为我出现的时候刚好
你和他就说要分开
我以为你已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
全心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强却一天天的失望
少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望’

Jien 幻想区 M!r@ge ArEa

2010-06-03T16:37:00.000+08:00

还记得，
有个朋友，
我不记得是谁了，
问了我，
为什么这部落格，
会叫作幻想区...

其实呢，
‘Jien 幻想区’，
Jien，是我的名字，
幻想区，是一个幻想的地方的意思...
所以，
就表示，
一个让我，
发泄内心的一些看法和想法，
的地方...

这么久以来，
这里都是我把我的牢骚，
我的不满，
我想记下的，
记录下来的地方..

所以，

我不常来更新...

因为不是每件事我都想记下...

有些伤心的，
我会写在这，
只不过是要发泄一下...
不满的，
就在这发发牢骚，
寻找一个吐吐苦水的地方....

虽然这并不是我唯一发泄的地方，

当我想到，

这里有个部落格，

等着我不定时的登录，

在这发挥一下我的写作能力...

(本来的第100篇的文，最后仅是第101篇...)

泪

2010-06-03T03:54:00.001+08:00

当眼泪，
让脸颊，
干了又湿，
湿了又干....

伤心的我,
伤心依旧，
到底，
该拿这伤心怎么办？

"无所谓"

2010-06-03T01:30:00.000+08:00

一句“无所谓”，
真的只是表面上的“无所谓”吗？
说的人，
当时的表情，
是否，
有人留意过？

开心的“无所谓”，
喜极而泣的“无所谓”；
敷衍的“无所谓”,
伤心的“无所谓”，
受伤的“无所谓”，
强颜欢笑的“无所谓”，
想自我保护，
所说的“无所谓”.....

这一句句的“无所谓”，
有人，
会懂，
会分辨吗？

关心

2010-06-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

关心，
不是我不懂，
可是有时候，
要的只是，
无言的关心....

朋友....
若，
我冷冷的推开，
有伤到你，
很抱歉，
我只是不想多说.......

歌

2010-06-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

到现在才发现，
手机里，
满满的都是些，
伤感的歌...

开心的，
只不过是屈指可数的，
那么的几首...

是不是，
只有伤心的歌，
才能打进心里....

脆弱

2010-06-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

发现最近的我，
真的很脆弱...
连连地被打败，
只留下狼狈，
陪着我...

以为，
把音乐声调大，
就能暂时抛开伤心...
可是，
音乐里，
那无情的'贝斯'，
却好象总有办法，
对我的眼睛强烈的，
炮轰着，
想让眼泪流下....

伤

2010-06-02T23:46:00.002+08:00

发现，
原来，
在伤心的时候，
仍要强颜欢笑，
真的好难...
心里有种很委屈，
很折磨的感觉...

想要喝杯，
温热浓郁的巧克力或可可，
可是最后放弃了，
改成吃巧克力块...

苦的巧克力，
刚从冰箱拿出来的巧克力，
以为就能减轻伤心的感觉，
原来不行...

换了个甜的，
再次奢望能有帮助....
但，
最后，
落得同样，
没被减轻的伤感...

受伤的心，
高高筑起了一道墙，
不想让任何的一道光，
任何的声音，
暂时再传入，
那不堪一击的心....

水里的世界

2010-06-01T03:28:00.010+08:00

好想生活在水里...

在水里，

静静的，

看着外面，

无比繁忙的世界...

所有的吵闹声，

在传入耳时，

都变得小声了，

甚至，

听不见....

或许所看到的，

都只是蔚蓝或黑暗,

但有时单调的颜色，

往往就带来了更敏锐的感觉...

也许，

蓝色的灵魂，

就该生存在，

寂静又深沉的海里吧...

时间过得真快!!

2010-05-28T23:44:00.004+08:00

时间，
总是过得很快，
一眨眼，
几天就过去了...

'一个1岁婴儿的一天，就像是用一辈子的时间在过;
一个5岁小孩的一天，就像是在用五分之一的人生的时间在过;
一个17岁少年的一天，就是用了十七分之一的人生的时间在度过；
以此类推，
那，一个80岁老人的一天，就会如一眨眼的速度在过...'

曾经看过有人如斯写到，
觉得很有意思，
所以就记到现在...

或许，
现在我的一天，
就是用着十九分之一的速度在过着吧...

可是，
我好像没很在乎，
应该是因为，
还没找到，
我一定要抓紧时间的尾巴的理由....

可能以后，
我会觉得之前很浪费光阴，
但也没办法吧...

人，
有时就是会浪费的嘛，
就在还没找到理由不浪费之前...

~无题2~

2010-05-28T23:02:00.004+08:00

'突然间，
好像逃离一切，
一切烦琐的事，
带着一颗心，
一个放空的头脑，
还有一幅残破的外壳.....'

'无尽的黑暗，
心的遗落处...'

'只有在黑暗处，
才看得见，
黑暗的美丽...'

这些是在刚刚翻记事本时看到的...
前面两个是大概一个月前,
有感而发写下的....

最后这个，
是朋友在'面子书'写的，
不知道有没有改写到，
但他的原意就是酱...

bad news....

2010-05-23T14:52:00.003+08:00

friday evening,
when im suffering to study chem n playing my phone's games,
i had receive a bad news message...

erm...
i dun wan to mention o tell out the bad news,
but its reli a bad news to 1 of my close fren....

i hope he can stand up,
to face all tis unsatisfying situation, saddest moment....
even thought i cant b at his side,
but stil,
my spirit will like others,
alway b his side...

bro, hope u can b tough enough,
all ur frens,
will b at ur side..
no matter wat...

screwed up.......

2010-05-23T14:27:00.004+08:00

finally i had screw up my chem prac for the As exam..
the 1st question,
how much mass the powder provided for me,
i had left how many for the dustbin...
means,
i din do the ques....

2nd ques,
i try my best to do it,
at last i get some ans,
but i knew its wrong...

am i nervous in the exam?
b4 get into the lab,
i can say no...
but after i read the ques1,
n i misunderstand so many the ques's procedure,
here my ans is,
definitely yes....

coz its already 1hour passed,
but i not yet finish 1ques....
so i rush to do the 2nd ques,
n yet my ans were wrong...
so,
obviously i screwed it up...

after the exam,
i went back home wif my damn down moody mood...
duno why when im open the door,
get into the living room,
i felt like i cant show tis face to my mum...
its not bcoz i stressed from my mum,
but mayb my bad habits,
so i juz act like nothing as usual...

after tat,
i juz stay in my room,
surfing the net & watch drama....

i duno watelse can i do...
recently im hard to focus on study...
its not as the spm, pmr all these exam,
those exam i got the stress, the feeling of nervous b4 i get in the exam venue...
but tis time,
i din feel any nervous..
all my frens like veli nervous,
but the only 1 who like veli calm is me...
izit i choose to run away from all the stress on me?...............................

考试中

2010-05-20T02:40:00.002+08:00

唉...
又是考试了...
但这次不同，
这次非常重要...
以后吃粥吃饭，
都是看它了..
虽然下半年还有一场要挨..
加油吧，
战友们...

强击

2010-04-24T17:50:00.000+08:00

一阵阵强烈的打击，
怀疑是否承受得住，
已是千疮百孔的心，
会否像高高叠起的，
儿时玩的积木，
碎成一地......

面具

2010-04-17T18:20:00.001+08:00

习惯性的带着面具，
不论面对任何事，
或许有面具时，
才会找到暂时的安全感...

伤心，戴上高兴的面具，
失望，戴上微笑的面具，
哭泣，戴上坚强的面具，
害怕，戴上一副事不关己的面具...

所有的情绪，
都用上另一种正面的面具，
想自欺欺人，
换来虚伪短暂的快乐...

独自一人时，
所有的悲伤，
都会慢慢地，
侵蚀自己...

暴风来了!!!

2010-04-17T18:11:00.002+08:00

巨大的暴风，
对平静的湖面，
带来了冲天咆哮的巨浪，
毁了原来的和平...

原想的平静生活，
起了乱子，
或许会带来灾难性的改变，
也许是好的，
也许是坏的...

在暴风离去，
雨过天晴时，
灾后的疤痕，
将会是永恒的....

时间会淡去疤痕，
可心里由始至终，
还是会有根刺，
时不时的抽痛着...

或许，
把灾后的废墟，
深埋于心底，
会是最好的方法...

chemistry ar!!!!

2010-04-06T22:59:00.001+08:00

so..
finally,
my chemistry's result in trial had come out...
& obviously,
i failed it...
haiz...

Trial!!!

2010-04-05T19:26:00.003+08:00

v started our trial on 23rd of march....
until 31st of march...

juz right finish the exam on 31st,
my carpool gang & me,
went to sing k at neway cheras...

its the 1st time for hzy to follow us...
but still,
the microphones were juz held by me, sy & cw...
haha....

& today i got my all papers,
except chem..
the results are,
1C, 1D, 1U..
c for math,
d for bio,
u for fail,
which is physics...
omg..
failed again for physics...
haiz...
but i tink the chem will fail oso....
T.T

reli hav to study hard dy...
but evytime oso will juz say say..
haiz..

19th march 2010

2010-04-05T18:59:00.000+08:00

tat day suet yin, yogy, yee mun & me went back to perimbun to take our spm cert...
after 2years,
finally i go back to my cherish secondary school..

when v got in to the school area,
i saw the some banners...
know who is him?
haha..
of coz there are somemore la...

due to tat time was holidays,
the school area suppose got no ppl...
but i stil saw some st john members training their marching...
& my form5 english teacher, miss maha..
but of coz i din talk to her la..
haha..

v passed by our form5 classes,
5 alfa & 5 beta,
which gave us lots of cherish memories...
& now the scene was diff from our batch..

yogy & my 1st sight's reaction on the class is,
'yeeeee.......' & 'wah.....',
just because the worn-out looked.....
the shutters were gone by half...
its too dirty...
its definitely different look compare to our time...

anyway,
i hav no right to complain about anythings la..
cause i had leave the school..

14th march 2010

2010-04-05T18:40:00.004+08:00

tis is the day when my elder sis graduated from utar..

v went to tat mca wisma thr...

i mean the graduation was held at thr..

my parent went thr with elder sis of coz,

on 7 or 8 sumthg,

while my 2nd sis, cousin, & me reached thr on 12pm (think so..)...

v bought a flower for her..

& when v met my parent,

i saw my mum's hand oso holding flower...

so, my sis had got 2 bouquets of flowers...

after waiting for awhile,

my parent left...

& my sis was so busy to take photo with her frens...

her secondary skul's frens oso came to find her...

& i saw some gangs were throwing their 'square hat' up to the sky...

& something funny happened..

1 of the hats,

landed on the ceiling...

can u c it in the photo?

& a guy helped to take the hat down...

besides,

v oso got take photo la...

but i juz got tis in my phone...

my sis with my cousin...

tis is the bear 'pinned' to the flower...

24th february 2010

2010-04-05T18:05:00.000+08:00

can u imagine tat,
the lecturer ask the students to go to the office for a protest?
these reli happened....

the scene outside the office

the scene inside the office

its actuali juz went to the office to inform them the projector was not functioned for duno how many weeks dy...

& v all were so funny to reli did it..

haha....

its a funny incident in the college...

& joel was so funny to write something on the paper...

reli veli zadao...

lol..

u saw wat he wrote on the paper?

"we support mr loh"

somehow,
finally v all went back to the lecture hall to continue our lesson oso,
juz like nothing happened....

Blog???

2010-04-05T17:36:00.002+08:00

it had been another short period of forgotten tat i hav a blog...
actuali is tat i duno wat to blog to...
thus,
the blog had been 'abandoned'...
& will be 'activate' again when i know wat to blog..

takes turn to fail..

2010-02-22T18:21:00.003+08:00

today got back my test paper..
as chem n applied math already got it before cny,
so today juz to got my physics, bio & pure math paper..

tis time my physics oso get a gud result,
but my bio oni get 38marks..
luckily mr foo add 2marks for to pass..

i already know tat i mess up my bio test,
but i din tot i will failed it...
omg..

i like taking turns to fail each subjects..
1st & 2nd is phy,
then chem,
& now is bio..
haiz..

izit time to study?
the trial is coming,
i stil cant concentrate on study..
gonna die soon if continue like tis...

chu 9 - 9th day!!

2010-02-22T01:16:00.004+08:00

"tml is 'tian gong dan'..
so tonite wil be veli crowded..
the sky will be get boom by the fireworks..
the ppl will cant sleep for whole nite mayb.."
tis is wat i think on 21st's noon time..

now the sky juz finish got boomed...
the air was full wif the smell of smoke,
o shud say smell of firework-powder...

so, here i would like to wish again...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

new year's feeling..

2010-02-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

tis year,
i tink im not tat in the mood of new year..
duno y..
mayb is coz of having test right before the new year,
o mayb is old to feel excited for chinese new year..

as growing older,
v will feel not tat excited got cny la..
tats wat my mum said duno how many years ago..

but still,
my cny full of the reunion's feel..
all members gather up,
chit chat & play til midnight..
even its tired like hell,
but i think its worth,
worth to sacrifice the sleeping time,
to reunion..
coz duno stil got how many years for us to gather like tis..
its juz mayb one years,
or even shorter..

not juz family member's reunion,
but oso friends..
long time din gather up like tis & visited pn chia..

so,
i wish all of us,
no matter its friends or family,
can together forever...
appreciate all the time v can reunion....

chu 6 - 6th day!! trip of visit...

2010-02-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

today wake up damn early..
coz wanna visit my lovely teacher, pn chia..
she's my add math teacher for both form4 & form5..

v bout 9am gather at the outside of perimbun..
then our 'dai gor' (juz for today, haha...) lead us to go to pn chia's hse..
v total up got 5cars...

when v reach,
pn chia was juz woke up,
& busy to prepare spagetti for us..

then v chit chat abit & took a 'quan jia fu'-gather photo...
haha..
tis remind me,
v called pn chia as mum when v are form4..
its juz a sweet memories now for me..

chu 5 - 5th day!!!

2010-02-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

i tot today will go back to bentong..
but finally v din go back..
yesterday oso din go to visit my dad's sis, my auntie,
at sungkai coz too late tat time..

tat's mean..........
i gonna miss up bout 10ang pau-s!!!!!!!
& all are rm10......
my rm100 fly away dy....
haiz....

chu 4 - 4th day!!

2010-02-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

today v reli hav to go back to kl dy..
but before v go back to grandma hse,
v went to another temple again..
tis temple is in chemor,
a big temple wif beautiful scene..

v depart back to kl after our lunch..

its another 4hours+ travel time..

and of coz,

i slept again like a dead pig..

chu 3 - 3rd day!!!

2010-02-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

i tot today will go back to kl,
since hav to go bentong tml to visit auntie..
but v din leave ipoh today...
haha..

after the lunch,
v all nid to chop down the mangoes tree tat planted in front of my grandma hse..
my gandpa planted it duno how many years ago..
today i oni know its my grandpa planted it..

the reason to chop it is bcoz got 1 addict alway come to steal the mangoes,
even my grandma is in the hse..
bull tat bastard shit...
v cant eat the mangoes anymore coz of tis..
haiz..

v worked from after lunch untill the dinner time..
but its gud to see all ppl in the hse were helping to lift the trunk to the truck..

chu 2 - 2nd day!!!

2010-02-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

today wake up quite late,
coz yesterday nite oso quite late oni sleep..

hav to go to grandma hse for lunch,
after tat go to visit my mum's uncle hse..
but before the lunch,
v go to a temple for praying..

after the visit,

v went to econsave to look for coal,

coz tonight will got another row of bbq..

but juz v few cousins la..

coz the thgs stil a lots..

& for sure,

tat's another almost non-sleep nite...

chu 1- the 1st day!!

2010-02-14T23:39:00.001+08:00

altot v slept veli late (shud say is early) last nite,
but v stil wake up quite early (shud say late)-almost noon time..
today v tis few cousins,
had our lunch at a vegetarian restraunt..

suppose today v hav to go to temple for praying,

but due to the overslept,

& the damn damn damn hot weather,

so v hav to postpone...

after the lunch,
v straight go to grandma's hse,
to take ang pao-s..
haha...

here wish u all a hapi chinese new year & hapi valentine!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!

2010-02-13T01:09:00.000+08:00

today is the chinese new year's eve..
erm..
my family today morning oni back to ipoh..
travelled bout 4hours..
damn sleepy due to din sleep for whole night,
so on the way back,
i slept like a dead pig..
ngek ngek..

bout 4pm+,
cousin come to fetch us,
i mean v tis few cousins,
to his hse for preparing the 'tuan yuan fan'-reunion dinner..
v decided to have bbq & steamboat tis year..

after the dinner,
v cousins stay at my uncle's house to over night as usual..
& as usual,
v wont sleep so early,
so v stil stay conscious untill midnight...

Ivan, Ping & Mun Hoong bday...

2010-02-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

today is the last day for our test..
the timing for tis test is juz quite bad,
coz its almost cny dy...
i skip gp test tis time..
coz i lazy to write 1000 words..
haha..

the college's swc had planned tat today all students & lecturers,
hav to wear red o pink shirt,
due to the cny & valentine...
so dun be scare coz the whole college is in red & pink,
and oso whole gang of us...

* v took a photo wif mr foo when having bio practical

after v finish skul,
v went to the place whr the most korean stay in ampang,
for our celebration for mun hoong, ping & ivan..
v hav our korean dinner here..

me, ah bo, ivan & keng hong sit together...
& v ordered 'so-ju'-the korean most like alcohol in korea..
its 20% man..
for me its quite new la..
i juz tried 5% before...

they said wan to 'gan bei',
& finally i got abit dizzy...
lol..
luckily its juz took awhile,
& i not yet reli drunk la..

after tat,
v went back to college thr..
then go to jusco at maluri..
i was damn tired & wondering y girls stil can so fresh to shop around..

at last,
cousin come & fetch me,
& he wanted to walk for awhile...
so,
i left thr on bout 10.30pm..

after my bath,
i was like reli exhausted..
i believe tat i will sleet like a dead pig later...

Jeva sis Bday ( shud say as Perimbunian gathering)

2010-02-07T13:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to jeva's sis birthday..
his sis is 21st years old..
so the party was quite big..

actuali its juz like a perimbunian gathering..
v all chit chat here & thr..
then makes joke of each other..

when its almost finish,
i mean the ppl are almost finish leaving,
v took the balloon,
to write our wishes on it,
& let it fly to the sky...
hope our wishes will come truth...

after tat,
v about 15ppl went to a cafe named FUN OK,
for our 2nd round..
v continue to chit chat till bout 2am oni back to home...

no mood to blog..

2010-02-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

recently no mood to blog.. haiz..

due to the shit celcom thgs again..

they posted the fee subsciption letter to me..

& wan me to pay rm73..

i was like fucking hell..

damn no mood...

ady wana 'fat pi qi'...

& believe me,

i m not going to use any celcom's stuff again..

damn tat stupid celcom promoter!!!

2010-01-24T21:13:00.004+08:00

damn tat stupid celcom promoter!!!
gv me wat new plan celcom postpaid sim card..
tel me left few cards oni,
help him so tat he can finish work earlier..
go eat shit la..
now i help ppl n suffer mysef..

he said nid my ic,
to register it..
then now my digi number had bcum inactivate number..
juz coz of tat stupid promoter?

today my mood damn irritated..
throw the pen n eraser when i doing my revision..
cant concentrate oso..
then my mum scold me..

finali i decided to take nap..
so tat i can avoid from tinking wat incredible stupid thg i did,
to 'help' ppl...
izit tis call 'hao xin mei hao pao'?

my 19th birthday..

2010-01-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

today is my 19th birthday..
my classmates hav a small celebration for me..
they bought a cake for me..
quite hapi wif it la..
coz they celebrate for me..
haha..

after i blow the cake, they wan me to bite the candle..
n i noe tat they wan to pull my face on to the cake..
so finali i can avoid from the cream..
yes....!!!
but the cake juz me, piak lin, jia ying, sing yen n pei chin,
5ppl finish it..

then 3pm i go bek wif my carpool-mates..
v go to leisure mall, wong kok, thr for lunch..
then v hav the 'dai dai bui nai cha'-big cup of teh tarik...
v hav our chit chat thr, lots laughter thr..

then bout 5.45pm reach home..
bout 6.45pm like tat go out wif my cousins..
v go to sg wang, green box, for sing k section..
then til 12am..

tiredness....

2010-01-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

today the mood quite down.. earli morning when waiting lj cum fetch me, i crouch down instead of standing.. wat i felt on tat time was juz tired. reli exhausted.. i tink im physically n even mentally exhausted..

noon time went to play bowling again, coz applied math lecture had cancelled.. then went to eat lunch n bek to college..

when its time 4 chem, the tutorial books tat i had order were finally arruved.. tot of i finally can avoid getting grumbling o scold by those stupid lecturer,but tat david loh, suddenli say sumthg made me felt annoying, my mood was fall down again, a sudden bored, tired feelings were brimmed in my body..

then is a stupid briefing bout the As exam..the exam fee, was shocking fuck expensive la.. juz paid the tuition fee, bout 3k, n now hav to pay another 1k for these exam fee.. wth..

feel like tis beginning of the year, is not gud for me.. quite lots of bad thgs happened on me.. make my mood quite unstable.. now feel like wana stay in a place which got water, full of water.. a pool o bathtub full wif water, so tat i can relaxes mysef.. i reli hope tat im not tat blue.. haiz..

Pei Chin's bday celebration..

2010-01-12T20:51:00.002+08:00

today right after v finish our chemistry practical, v went out to celebrate PC's bday.. v at 1st tink rush back to college will b on time o late abit for bio lecture, but v failed to do it.. coz of the restraunt... i tink they juz got 1 chef, 1 'bartender' & juz 1 waiter.. omg.. damn slow the meal preparation.. make us whole class, plus 1 sesak jalan, sn10g, cynthia lee, forced to skip the lecture.. haha.. altot hav to skip the class, but v all still hav fun thr la.. even yao bang oso get teased by us.. haha..

actuali i quite bored to b a class-rep.. shud say disgusting.. altot ytd the post i said hope to improve my leadership la.. but b a class-rep, reli, i felt stressed, disgusting.. haiz.. dun like to collect money, dun like to do any job tat entrusted to the class-rep.. especially, order the tutorial workbooks.. wtf...

January Intake of Tarc..

2010-01-11T20:25:00.000+08:00

today is the 1st day for those freshie in January intake.. january intake wil juz got the A-level students la, those diploma will not cum in tis duration.. so the ppl is juz mayb 2,3 hundred.. erm.. im 1 of the helpers for the orientation.. i prefer to b the game-master, but my job is to lead the group to play games.. erm.. can say those facilitators, mean helpers, are no nid to involve in the games, but its depends on the faci oso la, then if the group hav not enuf of members, the faci oso hav to play the games..

its a station games.. v got 10 stations, n each group juz play 8 stations... erm.. actuali the games, honestly la, i tink its quite bored la (those commitee read it dun beat me ar.. :p).. but since its playing time for me, i will oso enjoy it la.. v hav to lead the freshie, walk around the college area, introduce the buildings, places, way to go each places.. i even bring them to walk shortcuts.. haha..

as i noe la, my group juz won 3 o 4 stations la.. but i tink i quite satisfy tis result.. haha.. like im participated it.. haha.. erm.. but v lose the whole game section la..

erm.. actuali i think i din lead them gud o perfectly la.. coz i think my leading skill is not gud yet.. lack of practices.. haha.. if not mistaken, i juz got 4,5 times to be chosen as leader.. but few times are when primary skul.. even i held 1 of the most important post in secondary skul oso, but my leading skill still sucks.. its juz start to be a bit improving after i bcum the chairman of librarian..
so i hope i can improve more in tis skill la..

omg...

2010-01-06T19:22:00.001+08:00

v juz had started our 2nd sem in college for a level.. the coll was as usuali wat it looked like.. but thr r rebuilding a new guardhse.. my block of skul was having decoration.. n wat i wan to say is, all tis r our money.. coz im paying full fees now.. wat the..

today is juz the 3rd day for skul day.. n oso the 2nd day for cw's car been drived to college.. morning time, sy drived it to coll, n the evening time was my turn to drive..

erm.. mayb it was my bad day.. i accidentally bang-ed an old van.. but its coz of the brake malfunction.. luckily is, al of us was safe, no dying, no hurt.. but the car was sent to repair.. adding up the cost to pay for the van, n cw's car repair fee, v hav to pay rm900..

i felt sorry to my carpool-mates.. maybe its not my fault, but its me driving on tat time.. n i felt sorry to cw oso..

朋友

2009-12-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

最近, 就我所知, 有满多人在为友情, 友谊, 而烦恼... 曾几何时, 这也是我的烦恼之一 (可能现在也还会小烦一下啦)... 现在我有自己的想法---可能, 把所有的朋友关系, 都维持在'朋友', 而不再有所谓的'好朋友', '知己', 会比较好.. 不是说不拿颗心出来与人交朋友, 只是自己要有一定的认知, 该保留的, 就保留, 可以让人知道的, 那就让人知道... 别掏心掏肺地把自己的一切, 都与人分享.. 因为虽然你挖空自己的一切, 可别人却不一定也这样对你..

曾几何时的好朋友, 现在成了普通的一个朋友, 这情况也不是少见的.. 我本身就有这样的经验.. 我的情况不同的事, 我认为我们性格不同, 很难维持的一段友谊, 就放手远离他们.. 别人的情况是十次约出来, 可能八次是不得空, 很累要睡觉, 等下要跟别的朋友出去.. 心情可能会不好受, 曾经得好朋友, 现在却连睡觉都比不上, 或别的新朋友比自己这好朋友还重要更多...

我想这是没办法的吧... 当两个人在不同的环境, 交着不同的朋友, 天天见面, 心事有这朋友可倾诉, 一起面对不同的事, 当然感情就会增加... 相反的, 你这昔日好友, 久久才见一次面, 你在忙时, 他在放假; 你放假时, 他在忙, 可能还有大家都不忙课业了, 却有各自一大堆的约会的时候.. 见到面时, 大家又忙着跟其他朋友谈天, 在不然就是从以前的无所不谈, 笑得肚子痛的无聊冷笑话, 到现在的'你吃饱了吗?', '最近怎样了?', '在忙什么?', 甚至变成了谈最近的天气, 仿佛不刻意找些什么来谈, 就没话可说了, 这种尴尬, 说明了关系不如从前.. 也许是到了该放手的时候, 放手让这好朋友之情随时间而褪色吧.. 在如何地补上颜色, 始终会敌不过时间的摧残..

一个利用你的朋友, 欺骗过你的朋友, 或许就更加要避而远之吧.. 就是能不减就不见, 真得碰到面, 就打声招呼, 草草讲几句话, 就可以了吧.. 就算是小小的利用你, 或是有苦衷才骗你, 但这始终是在出卖你的表现, 说不定以后又会为了什么, 对你再次的背叛, 倒是损失的就不只友情, 可能是你的金钱, 名誉, 到时就哭都没眼泪了..

当然, 朋友也是人, 他也会累的, 总不能因为他累了想睡而拒绝你的邀请, 就说他不重视你们的友谊.. 难道你想要见到他当熊猫的代言人, 在外面陪你喝茶; 拖着身体, 像行尸走肉, 如丧尸般陪你逛街; 还是要他边钓鱼边听你讲话地陪你用餐? 有时也为他人想想, 别人有选择的权利, 不是你要见久得立刻滚出来见的.. 节目不够有趣, 可以选择不去; 很累可以先睡, 下次有机会再见; 有时要做, 更加可以不参加你的约会.. 试想想, 当你自己也面对着邀约, 但又面对以上三种的一个情况, 你会如何选择? 你希望所有被邀请的人都出席, 可是你所希望的, 就一定要实现吗? 有些事, 不是说有心就能做到, 也得看天时, 地利, 人和啊..

或许这就是人类长大必须要面对的问题之一吧.. 不像小时候, 一个不爽, 就'不跟你好'.. 很多事都需要你去想, 去分析, 去明白, 不然永远就像个长不大的小孩.. 太过自我, 就只会把自己想的, 都认为是重要的, 可是别人的想法, 别人的意愿, 你又考虑过吗?

Mid Valley+The Gardens

2009-12-17T23:04:00.003+08:00

today earli in the morning, bout 9.30am, i got a call from ah bii..

"wei, jien ar.. today u free? wana go mid valley wif jq?...."

lol.. gou li la.. so earli ask me to wake up, juz asking wana go? haha..

but i finali oso woke up to prepare la.. juz to accompany jq to go thr.. but i wonder y izit jq wan to follow ah bii to mid valley besides ah bii was walking wif her college's frenz? but of coz got tym oso la.. haha..

v reached thr, & look for the parking slot for bout 30mins in zone c.. v saw a slot wif no car, but the road was blocked.. wat the.. then v left, find the parking in the gardens' parking..

erm..i tink i was enuf old ady.. coz i cant stand walking around, juz in 2hours sumthg.. mayb its coz of im lacking of practice to shop ady.. i like long time din go to shopping mall, juz simply walk wif frens.. recently juz went to shopping mall for movies, then back home.. juz it.. haha..

the stage was set wif the theme of chrismas

bout 2pm, v all looked for a restraunt to hav our lunch.. the restraunt called Delicious...

the tissue paper & the decoration of the restraunt

the price are reli 'wao.....'.. i hav my 1st try to drink machiato.. lol.. but its not mine la..

erm.. then me ,jq & ck, were walking around wif no motive.. coz the gardens, mid valley, both places v had walked finish, coz of window shopped.. haha..

after all, v got to return home on bout 5sumthg.. it was reli tired for me.. i fell to sleep on 4am, & 9.30am was woke up by ah bii.. haha.. reached home, changed my clothes, then i fell to sleep, i meant took my nap, for 1hour.. sleepy & tired man...

Sakae Sushi+Neway

2009-12-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

today went to Sakae Sushi for breakfast.. but actuali its not a breakfast for me, coz i was forced to eat 1 & haf dumplings before i left my home.. lee jian came to fetch me to suet yin hse & then v depart from thr.. i sat in cheng way's car, & he left.. leaving suet yin, ken nie & wei lin to sit lee jian's car.. i was like 'hahaha' in cheng way's car coz of his tis move..

v had our chit chat at Sakae Sushi.. i saw yee theng n her fren, & my secondary skul's juniors, in Sakae Sushi.. & tat suet yin make a joke again.. oh ya.. tat lee jian & cheng way dun like to eat sushi but they stil ate.. haha.. v were discussing whr to go the next.. they said wan to go for sing k.. after the neway sing k session, v returned to home at bout 7 sumthg..

erm.. today spent bout rm39, for the sakae sushi(my meal & the tax which i had paid), sing k cost, & the parking fee..

its my mum's birthday today.. i hope she will be happy always(wont be sad even if v siblings were fighting), be healthy always..

one week as a babies sitter...

2009-12-14T15:19:00.014+08:00

6th dec

when i woke up in the morning (its actually is the noon, but for me is morning.. haha...), my mum told me that my grandma & my auntie will come to stay in my hse for 1week.. its a normal thing coz every year end holidays they will come to kl for a short vocation like tat.. but tis time is diff coz my cousin bro & sis will not follow.. since my auntie is coming, tat mean the 2 babies oso will coming coz my auntie was take caring them..

they arrived in the night time & as usual for babies, they go to a new place will feel abit afraid.. so the babies are like damn quiet.. after awhile, the elder baby are like run & play around in my hse.. until the midnight, bout 12 or 1am, they oni wan to sleep.. the elder 1, haiz, was refuse to sleep, & me n my sis all like hav to force him to sleep, off the light while watching tv, close the room's door, & finally, he was fell to sleep..

7th dec

early in the morning, its juz 7 or 8something, i was woke up by the noise that the 2 babies made.... i know that in the following days i will be wake up so early, coz of the babies.. haiz..
the elder baby, who is the 1 more naughty, play with the things all he can get in my house.. climb up n down in my hse.. i was feeling like want to slap on her face to stop him.. wtf...

8th dec

my auntie bought a plaything for the elder baby, a gasing with lights & sound.. my mum say he want to buy it & holiding it, refuse to go, so my auntie bought it for him.. but the plaything is not suit for a child below 3years i think.. the toy is juz live for a few hours, as his toy, eventually.. the light was stil cant light up, but the sound was gone.. its juz a waste to buy him the toy..

v close all the door of the rooms, so that can prevent the babies to go in, but the elder baby again, open the door, go in the rooms, & looks for the things to play.. omg... then v scare him, when he was in the room, v quickly close the door.. but its juz got the effect for juz awhile, maybe juz few minutes, he go & open the door again..

9th dec

today me & my sis can run away from staying at home, look after the babies.. v went to watch 'Twilight-New Moon' at leisure mall.. my auntie & grandma & the babies went to my uncle hse for whole day, night time v all will have dinner thr..

the movie are quite ok for me la.. juz the ending again, want u to continue watch the next coming episode.. its juz normal for those series movies.. after the movie, v walk around oni return to home to take bath n fetch my mum to my uncle hse..

when v reach thr, v know that the elder baby was fell down from the staircase, thr was some wound on his face.. its was his 'reward' for climbing the side of the staircase.. its not that i'm cold blooded but juz he is reli naughty until not scare of ppl's scolding..

10th dec

he was playing around with those switches, keep on & off it, even watching the tv, he go to off the switch.. i was felt like slap him again.. tis feeling had continue for tis few days.. he want to watch his cartoons, then let him watch, thought of he will sit stil to watch it.. but juz a few minutes, he was playing around again, especially he go to play the dvd machine... wtf...

night time v all went out had our dinner with uncle again.. the kids cant sit stil & running again..ask him to sit stil he stil wan to run.. so my eager to slap, the feeling was come again.. my auntie, his grandma, ady busy to feeding the small baby & he stil move here move thr.. haiz.. after tat v all went to jusco cheras selatan for a walk.. the naughty 1 again did somthing that make me wana slap him.. wtf...

11th dec

morning time get wake up by my elder cousin sis.. she wan to go aquarium at klcc with her nephew.. i dun wan to go.. but finally, my mum ask me to go too.. i was feel 'y me?'.. haiz... refuse to go is bcoz i dun wan to take care the babies thr, & cousins who close to me are not along too.. haiz..

the entrance fee i tink was not worth that price la.. rm28 for adult with mycard, rm18 for senior adult.. but below 3years kids were free la.. luckily i no nid to pay for it.. haha.. i saw some butterfly's specimen thr.. i wondering y they put those insects specimen here.. insects are not aqua life wat.. haha.. but when saw the butterflies specimen, tink of my college friend, who scare of butterfly.. haha..

then night time again.. my elder cousin sis brought them to go sunway lagoon thr, for a walk.. thr was decorated with lights coz of chrismas was near in the corner.. & v all din follow, juz the adults, i mean those parents level's adults... haha... & i know tat, even use the toe to tink, oso know tat thr will b something happened, coz of the damn damn naughty kids..

12th dec

today my grandma they all went back to ipoh dy.. i was feel like 'hurrays'.. haha.. finally i can away from the disturbing kids.. haha.. i noticed tat, 1 of my old old comics, get tear... wtf again.. eesh...

night time v all, i mean my frens, had a belated birthday celebration.. haha.. its ah bii & jq 's bday.. v went to MILWAUKEE... & cym's bf oso join us.. but i din talk to him la.. haha.. erm.. in the middle of the party, i juz duno y, my mood was down, i mean like not in mood for celebrating.. become sit 1 side, dunwan join ppl to chit chat.. reli duno y.. mayb its juz feel sien i think.. on 11pm, v all were return to home, coz of the cinderela ah bii, cant stay ourside until so late.. then my fren who fetch me, sy, vivien hav to fetch cym's bf back to pj oni can fetch us.. so i juz take it as 'you ceh hou'...

~寂寞~

2009-12-01T13:48:00.002+08:00

当月不再出现于夜，
天空不再下着白雪，
森林不再拥有绿树；

当凤不再与凰为伴，
鸳鸯不再一起嬉戏，
蝴蝶不再双对飞舞；

当垫不再衬托杯子，
筷子不再是一对的，
刀叉不再同时使用；

当所有成堆的一切，
只剩下一个，
或许，
孤单也就并不可怕....

juz ignore!

2009-11-29T02:12:00.001+08:00

its a result from a test in facebook..
damn long til cant read finish..
but i quite agreed til the part i read...

水瓶座　　
幾乎每個水瓶座的心底都有著一段刻骨銘心人間記憶，一個永遠無法忘記的背影。　　那也許只是極其短暫的兩情相悅，只是一種單戀，或只是一種只存在於虛幻空間。　　一切看起來是那麼平靜，那麼和諧。　　沒有驚天動地，沒有海誓山盟，沒有花前月下，沒有浪漫，沒有誓言，沒有溫度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永無燃點。　　水瓶座不容易喜歡上一個人。有人說水瓶座對伴侶的要求太高，其實並非這樣，水瓶座注重的是感覺。只是那麼輕描淡寫的一眼，那個人已經吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，從此目光便無法轉移。　　用一秒鐘愛上一個人，然後再付出一生去忘記，水瓶座就是這樣的試驗品。　　但幾乎所有的水瓶都會否認在自己的身上發生一見鍾情，因為一向自視清高，承認愛上一個人這鍾事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。　　更多的時候是因為，連自己都沒發現已經愛上。水瓶座很多時候對於感情反應非常遲鈍，遲鈍到每次都是最後的知情者。有時容易出現弄不清自己的感覺，不清楚自己想做什麼，覺得迷惘。　　在對方沒有非常明確地表示感情時會退怯，覺得愛情是兩廂情願，不想勉強對方。　　顯得很被動，忽冷忽熱，猶豫不決，極其矛盾。在沒有完全確定前，決不輕易付出感情，因為怕失去。也許是缺乏安全感，也許是對自己的保護，也可以算作是一種自私。　　一般水瓶座的好朋友都是經過很長世間的考察的，不僅僅是幾年，而是十幾年。一旦被水瓶座當作好朋友的，會赴湯蹈火掏心掏肺。　　在公車上，街邊，商場，水瓶老是認錯人。在茫茫人海中，始終在尋找一個熟悉的身影，直到產生幻覺。　　這一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因為突然發現自己幾近瘋狂的愛上一個人，失去了理智，失去了自我。這種突如其來的感覺，很恐懼，很無助。　　水瓶座不喜歡這種感覺，因為不知該如何面對。要讓水瓶座主動去追逐，是件異常困難的事，在水瓶座的世界裡無法承受拒絕，就是這麼脆弱，無論表面上看來是多麼的堅強。　　水瓶座在人前總是一幅無憂無慮沒心沒肝的樣子，不想別人看見自己的悲傷，那樣會有不安全的感覺，總是在無人的地方暗自落淚。　　算了，還是放在心裡吧。既不用尷尬的表白然後遭到拒絕，又不會相愛容易相處難的慘烈分手。這樣很好，沒人看出來，不至於太沒面子。可以繼續貌似瀟灑。　　但是，不同了。儘管水瓶座裝著多麼不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是對方說的每句話都從耳朵進去，沒見出來。對方提的任何過分的要求，水瓶座統統照單全收精心盡力，決對不會有半個不字。完全成為一個愛情的奴隸，臉上還裝酷無表情，整個死要面子活受罪。　　這種情況下，如果對方使點陰謀詭計，刻意疏遠避而不見或是視而不見，電話不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶會給整瘋了，開始會想是什麼自己地方做錯了，說錯話了，然後拉下面子主動討好試探。不用多，碰壁兩次，水瓶座就會有自知之明了，不會再去想是為什麼會這樣，也不想知道了。心裡會想，原來是對方討厭自己，不想見到自己。明白之後，就是絕對的安靜了。　　這還沒完，過了一段日子。對方如果突然又改變態度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎問也不問，慇勤依舊，完全沒有尊嚴可談。只要能和對方開心的在一起，過去不重要，未來也不重要，面子不重要，金錢不重要，時間不重要，自己也不重要。　　天平失衡，感情重重的壓在心底，自己卻飄在了半空。太在乎對方，迷失了自我，幸福也變得虛無。　　自己都不愛，誰還會珍惜。　　水瓶座一旦付出，便是徹底，不可收回。　　感情投入的越多越是傷的重。　　最擅長的是難為自己。不想對方難過，只好讓自己難過。總是認為自己有超乎尋常的承受力，把自己想得太堅強，而把別人想得太脆弱。不知道，受傷的其實是自己，只是不知道如何表現出來。　　愛，這個字對水瓶座來說，太沉重珍貴了，無法用語言詮釋。一旦說出口，猶如遠古的文物，被發掘出土暴露於空氣中，變得面目全非，失去本來的價值。所以，不輕易說。　　只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗盡，只因執著，便落得傷痕纍纍。那段感情如強酸腐蝕著那顆麻木的心，穿了一個洞，再也無法彌補。時間是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛邊漸漸撫平，不再擱人。每當寒風吹過，猶聞隱約淒涼的蕭蕭聲，似輓歌。　　只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，於是狠狠將自己摔碎，拒絕熔化拼湊。因為怕熔了記憶，怕熔了那個遠遠的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。　　之後，水瓶座依然談笑風生，依然開朗豁達，繼續著一段接一段的新感情，重複著一切，因為無法承受寂寞。　　人們都說水瓶花心，見一個愛一個，水瓶座會哈哈一笑，說"哪有？冤啊！"。其實心裡在滴著血，臉上卻得笑的燦爛，安慰自己"我是誰啊！哪會那麼弱呢！"　　　　有人說水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以為了不起。可是誰又瞭解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一個，且不具修改性。除了那個人，其他所有自動歸為一種程序。　　因為無法虛偽，所以甜言蜜語都吝嗇給予。因為天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因為沒有勇氣，所以眼睜睜放手真愛無能為力。　　當看到一個瓶子在瘋狂地快樂或悲傷時，請千萬不要被迷惑，水瓶總是不由自主地交錯操縱著快樂與悲傷。其實並不像看到的那麼快樂，同樣的，也不像看到的那麼悲傷。只是悲傷時，喜歡帶上快樂的面具，而當水瓶快樂時，悲傷又不肯輕易放過。　　只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看見眼底那一縷似有似無的哀傷，才能明白是什麼讓水瓶如此的義無反顧，是什麼讓水瓶變得如此忽冷忽熱捉摸不定，才能體會水瓶的堅強只是竭力掩飾的脆弱。　　　　星相上說，水瓶座往往不被所愛的人珍惜。我想，是為什麼呢？也許答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不願承認而已。　　水瓶座除了需要一個深愛自己包容一切的人以外，還需要一個心理醫生。

呆

2009-11-29T01:02:00.002+08:00

朋友们..
最近没什么好写的...
不只是因为没用脑，
还是因为没事发生呢？
假期就呆在家,
无所事事的过...

嗯...
有人配对了..
哈哈..
我想该祝贺她吧...
恭喜啦..
虽然她不会看到...

last day lor...

2009-11-20T23:50:00.001+08:00

today is the last day for tis sem..

which mean the 1st sem for my a level was finished..

time is reli passed so fast,

until its juz like does not exist in tis world..
so,

2009 will be finish soon oso..

erm..

today went to skul as normal friday,

which reach thr on 7sthg am,

& my class start on 12pm..

got few hours to waste..

when i moving to the library,

i saw winnie..

she ask me to accompany her to go citc..

so i went thr for facebook awhile..

after tat,

i go to library to return my expired borrowed book..

then go to canteen to wait for jessica to hav lunch..

when v having pure math tutorial,

all of us are like ady in the holidays mood,

kip on chit-chating..

then v take a photo wif our leng lui tutor-- miss evelyn...

& i ponteng my last lesson--bio,
coz want to go back earlier..
then tyo say wan to hug ppl since its last day..
sound funny..
haha...
then hav a short tea time at mcd..

frens..
i oso will miss u all coz of the damn long holidays..
c u in the cuming sem...

tiredness & sleepiness..

2009-11-19T17:45:00.000+08:00

last 2nd day..
2 more days to finish tis sem..
today as usual,
i hav to wait my fren finish his class on 3pm..

but finally i go back on 1pm wif tyo fetch me to leisure mall,
& take bus to home..
but feel abit sorry to ah bo..
i grab her place from tyo's help..
paiseh la..
its juz bcoz i reli damn damn sleepy n tired..

but at home..
i stil can manage on9 like tis instead of to take a nap..
haiz..
tonight will go to sleep earlier..
reli cant keep on like tis..
will die soon..
haha..

Badminton + Pasar Malam

2009-11-18T01:04:00.002+08:00

sem1 for my a level study in Tarc is gonna finish..
lets start the countdown here..
today is the last 3rd day..
haha..

today i went to college..
not bcoz i wan to study..
its bcoz i wan to check out the truth..
tat stupid marques ytd nite make me a fool..
he acted a persn from the tarc bursary n called me..
then say many thing to fool me..
& i reli got abit get fooled around..
lol..

then when it was pure math lesson,
thr was out of electric supply..
the whole lecture hall was so happy..
haha..
then v SN10E planned to go play badminton at 5pm,
& after the badminton go to pasar malam..
so,
many of those who are going are ponteng the rest of the lessons..
yao bang fetch cynthia, teck wei & sing yen to terence hse,
while fetch me to leisure mall's bus stop to return to home..

then bout 5pm i reached the Challenger,
whr v gonna play badminton in Taman Cuepacs,
which is near my hse..
til7 sthg,
v went to pasar malam..
walk til 10sthg,
then wanted to go home coz some of them hav to fetch ppl back to Setapak..
& me hav to walk again the pasar malam wif my cousin,
who i asked to fetch me home..
my leg is juz like gonna break..
T.T
& when i returned to home,
its already 12am..
damn sleepy wei,
stil hav to take bath..
haiz..
but its a gud time wif my classmates..

*the day i writing tis is ady passed a few days..

JIen 幻想区 M!r@ge ArEa

三月，四月

又是四季

phew~~~~

chee hang's open hse

quarrel day

decided's day

year start lunch (kai gong jiu)

valentine's day

5th day of cny

day 2 n day3 (earli morning) of cny

1st day of cny

reunion day..

year end dinner (finish-work dinner??)

DOOM day???

my birthday part3

my birthday part2

my birthday part1

OMG!!

it had been almost 1month

drama rush

Working....

Penang-Ipoh Trip

an end of another chapter in my life

黑暗

友情

不应该承认哭过

习惯

分享

看穿

毕业

Jian Quan's BBQ farewell party

din sleep!!

原本的自己

四季·恋情

安全感？？？

有一种距离

*Star*

my deepest condelences

突然在想

钟无艳

犹豫的那一步

情

一棵开花的树

路人甲

Jogoya dinner & 15hours of sleep

歌词

Jien 幻想区 M!r@ge ArEa

泪

"无所谓"

关心

歌

脆弱

伤

水里的世界

时间过得真快!!

~无题2~

bad news....

screwed up.......

考试中

强击

面具

暴风来了!!!

chemistry ar!!!!

Trial!!!

19th march 2010

14th march 2010

24th february 2010

Blog???

takes turn to fail..

chu 9 - 9th day!!

new year's feeling..

chu 6 - 6th day!! trip of visit...

chu 5 - 5th day!!!

chu 4 - 4th day!!

chu 3 - 3rd day!!!

chu 2 - 2nd day!!!

chu 1- the 1st day!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!

Ivan, Ping & Mun Hoong bday...

Star